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IDENTITY (Feeling)

by Diana Ezerex

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Verse 1 They say a friendship that ends, It never was one ‘cause how could someone that/who was close Turn into a fading ghost? Maybe I am naive, But how is this done? When you don’t know what happened here. It’s been a year Pre You know that I Would go on and try To fix whatever is broken, Would you just tell me what it is? Chorus D’you know this silence makes me wonder All over again Why I can’t find the answer to who I really am? It will never be enough to reach out, I’ve tried. ‚Cause my hand stays cold & I will never know, I will never know why. Verse 2 Whenever I wrote I felt like a burden. I asked you how you are, but could never reach that far. I guess at some point didn’t want to bother. But I am way too afraid to let important things fade. Verse 3 They say a friendship that ends, It never was one I don’t know what happened here. It’s been a year
2.
These Words 03:32
Verse 1 I don’t know everything but I‘m aware of a lot. I reckon there‘re so many times I’ve thought I‘m someone I’m not. Talk about things I’ve said but Keep in mind that they’re gone. I reckon there’re so many times I’ve lost My train of thought. Pre-Chorus Your purpose of existence is to rob me from mine. Getting weaker over time. Does it make a difference that I can’t draw a line? Refrain These words they die as I write them down. All that emerges risks getting hurt. I’m sure I’d lie if I turned around I can’t return this, it’s all I’m worth. Verse 2 Start a life being scared can’t be the right way to go. I believe God can‘t agree if I would take it slow. Bridge If you should ask me Bare in mind that I have been unable to speak my mind cause courage is hard to find. If you should ask me bare in mind that I‘m a work in progress that tries to hide, to hide.
3.
Gaslight 03:36
Verse 1 I guess how I felt didn’t matter As long as your point of view came through. You said what I feel can’t be real And what do I know? My confidence kept crumbling Integrity seemed lost. You made me distrust my instincts And idea of good & bad. Chorus What do I know bout my feelings? How do I know what I want? I’m way too good at believing that it’s always all my fault. You were this close to breaking me I almost believed every word. But gaslight isn’t real, It isn’t real It isn’t real light. Verse 2 You made it clear, that what matters is your reputation, cause that won’t look good. You made me the bad guy cause now someone will have to fill in. You said that you can’t help me, if explaining it won’t do. It felt more like excuses, reasons why it’s me not you. Bridge I know there are always two sides to a story, to this story At some point I just stopped telling mine. You know I was overpowered by the words coming at me from front, left & right. So all I felt as I left was relief.
4.
Take Me Home 03:53
Verse 1 I feel the tide is rising, I feel it rising, I feel it rising over me. I feel the sun is setting, I feel it setting, I feel it setting over me. Pre-Chorus Oh, I know, I am strong to fight. Oh, I know, though the air feels tight. Oh, I know, I will win the fight. Oh I know, wrong will turn to right. Chorus Take Me Home, take me home To the source of the voice that calls my heart a home. Take me home, take me home, ‘cause I long for a place to rest my heart & soul. Verse 2 I feel the walls are moving, I feel them moving, I feel them moving, closing in. I feel the rain is falling, I feel it falling, I feel it falling down again.

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Starting off with "Feeling", Diana Ezerex releases the first EP of her IDENTITY quadrology.
The four songs of the EP "Feeling" are the result of pondering in past emotions, contemplating on the struggle of communication, of finding the right things to say at the right time, and having a surrounding that cares enough to listen and understand.
Her being a German-Nigerian growing up in Germany, the re-evaulation of those situations often needs the lense of discrimination. Not only of racism but also of sexism. The songs on this and the upcoming EPs are therefore as well painful and difficult to write but also freeing and necessary and are some of the most important and pure work of the artist.
The EP was produced by singer, songwriter & producer Jake Isaac, who has credits working with & supporting artists such as Duffy, Stefanie Heinzmann, Michael Patrick Kelly, Alice Merton, Sting, India.Arie, Ella Eyre, Paloma Faith, Angus & Julia Stone, Tori Kelly and Elton John himself. 

IDENTITY (Feeling) is the first of four EPs dealing with identity, sense of belonging, and finding a place to call home, not only but also as a mixed person. Followed by the EPs Relationship, Ambivalence and Reflection (released until April 2024) the quadrology deals with different aspects of identity and belonging.

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released April 28, 2023

Composer: Diana Ezerex
Lyricist: Diana Ezerex
Producer: Jake Isaac
Mix: Paul Kirby
Master: Stephen Kerrison

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Concept: Yasmin Momodu
Foto: Viola Patzig
Hair: Lynn Kröger
Make-Up: Darja Crainiucenco
Styling: Houda Ouakili

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Diana Ezerex Karlsruhe, Germany

Diana Ezerex is a German-Nigerian singer & songwriter. Her debut album My Past’s Gravity deals with topics which are linked to incarceration (June 2021). Her new releases deal with identity, sense of belonging and home.
Features in the national and international press such as Rolling Stone Germany, ZEIT and ZDF underline the artist's success in approaching social issues with pop culture.
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